Change

Over the recent weeks alot has changed around me mainly involving friends. Im slowly noticing that im loosing some of my best and close friends and i dont really understand why. On the positive side i seem to be strengthening some great friendships from other walks in my life.

Lately it seems that i have been moving away and or loosing friendships that have recently been made over the last year or so. To me people seem a lot more stressed and moody. Maybe its me maybe im just the one thats changing for better or maybe worse. A couple of days ago my mother asked me if i would like to move somewhere else soon, practically i thought she meant in Australia but she meant back to Europe. Now over the past few days ive been contemplating whether i want to stay here or start a new in another country. Many of my current friendships dont seem to be blooming so ive decided to give it a couple of months or so to decide.

On the brighter side lately my older friendships seem to have strengthened, over the holidays ive found that im becoming more and more comfortable with the fact that my friends are moving onto their own paths in life with new opportunities and relationships as i know we will always be close friends for a long time to come.

Benjamin R.S